a bit of reflection...

i have gotten out of the habit of doing this... but i wanted to post some lyrics... i haven't really taken the time to reflect on the fact that i have uprooted once again... moved to an unfamiliar place... am attempting to make new friends, looking for a new job, trying to start over... it's not been an easy month... i mean, there are good points, for sure... but there have been a fair share of hard times and tears shed... i spent some time in the car today, and i put in a cd alyssa made for me for my road trip... a song by late tuesday is the first song... and had i been by myself on my roadtrip when i put this cd in, i probably would have had to pull over... it hits home in a way that no other song seems to really express what i'm feeling...

I Must Go

Time flies when you're having fun
And it's flown too quickly for me
For my time has arrived
The day has come, the day I must leave
Where I'll go I cannot barely know
All I see is the road at my feet

I must go, I must leave this place
I have somewhere to go
I have a new road to follow
I must go, and though I wish I could stay
There is something beyond what I can see
I must go

And though I feel like I'm losing myself as I
fear leaving all this behind me
I will not, I will not lose my faith as I go
For my fears will be vanished in time
And I know that I will be fine

I must go, I must leave this place
I have somewhere to go
I have a new road to follow
I must go, and though I wish I could stay
There is something beyond what I can see
I must go

And I will not forget you, I could not forget you
Even though I cannot be by your side
But life's course has brought us to this place, tomorrow we must embrace
And seek joy in this bittersweet goodbye